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It's a long way back.

2012-02-14T21:47:00.001+08:00

Nom Nom Nom

2012-02-07T20:56:00.004+08:00

im feeling so hungry looking at these.
had so much fast food lately which i don't usually eat so much even when im at subang. this is so weird. and having the urge to hit the number 1300-13-1300 NOW.

SO HUNGRY >:(
but unhealthy lifestyle shall stop, ahh.

Mindsight

2012-02-06T23:46:00.005+08:00

my free books! happy. :D
im kinda interested in psychology related books.
how the brain works and stuff, neuroscience, i think that's very interesting. ;)

This is how i spent the rm200 voucher by the government.
and it's not enough, i want more :(
greedy me. anyway, im thankful.
i don't usually spend rm170 for a book, unless like its necessary.
but now, since it's free. :D

so, What do you do with yours?

Smudgy

2012-01-30T13:53:00.005+08:00

a vain pic of me with smudged face after work like around 1am, lol.
not as bad as i expect; didn't have the time to look at the mirror. phew.

my both arms are freaking dirty with ink and smudgy too.

had much fun at work :D

but the fun is not due to the smudge of course, childish colleagues geez.

and watched the fireworks too, so pretty!

spotted a pair of heels earlier of the day, feel like buying :|

first time feel like buying heels -.-

i don't own any heels, lol.

& i love my shoes so much that i keep looking at them. HAHAHA.

Happy Dragon Year

2012-01-29T02:33:00.003+08:00

Hello people. just got back from korea for a day and my wallet got a hole already. very sad can. and feel so guilty to chingmin. hahahahhahaa kinda funny thinking back. dad's car ran over her heels! and her pretty heels broke at my house. :(

going to shop for it tmrw, hopefully it's still there. :(

sorry peeps, not enough souvenirs to give out, didn't get to shop that much at korea, blame the tour guide, and the stuff are kinda expensive, so sorry peeps. i wanna go back again! souvenir next time alright peepo? i love the weather, although it's freezing cold, like negative 12? and kinda troublesome wearing many layers and gloves and apply lotion and stuff, but still... i love winter! i couldn't stand the hot weather here, i rather 'hibernate' at home.

WHY SO HOT.

im still feeling sleepy after so many hours of sleep. but no mood to sleep .______.

anyway, Happy Dragon Year readers.

Tiring

2012-01-19T23:56:00.005+08:00

i feel unappreciated. i feel damn shitty right now.
damn shitty!
it's like no matter what i do, both of you will never be proud, be happy, be satisfy with me.
it's like i never reach your expectation, or is there no expectation?

why do i get so emotional lately. This is so bad!
&yea, you're right, i'm a dumb dumb.

anyway, i'm really tired.
kbye.

;(

2012-01-15T21:48:00.001+08:00

I'm so upset when I couldn't locate my stuff.
and it just keep happening. ;[
and mom said it's alright, buy again.
but it's not the price that matters.
it's... i don't know how to say.
so frustrated.

please, happen no more.
unknown whereabouts, sigh.

It Feels So Real

2012-01-07T10:35:00.004+08:00

I had a dream that feels so real, and i feel like i had the memory that it really did happened in reality. the dream triggers the memory, seriously it feels like it happened in reality, i had the memory! i feel like a psycho who couldn't differentiate between dream and reality. and it really kills me, that i woke up crying. ;(

DON'T SAY INCEPTION.

I Won't Give Up

2012-01-06T09:39:00.000+08:00

I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not

And who I am

Hola 2012!

2012-01-04T09:06:00.007+08:00

Firstly, Happy New Year people.

~~secondly, i don't know what to say.~~

~~thirdly, silence. . .~~

most of my friends are having classes already, and well, i'm still having holidays, until end of march. and i haven't start working yet, due to some reasons. so yea, time to rot and i'm lovin' it. and i finally got myself a pair of running shoes, jog anyone?

so how's my 2011? it was a mixture of happy and sad. i concluded it as bittersweet.

i thought i proved my decision was right for the first half year, and then you came back, mentally, for the next half year. a mistake, it was a mistake that i wish so much to correct it. and i tried so hard to look forward, and not looking backward, it's really hard.

did some changes to the blog,
the most obvious one : to the background, simple is nice.
& these two are my favourite posts last year,
Perception, Irreplaceable

2011, UNIVERSITY. 2012, of course, still UNIVERSITY.

not in the mood to talk about studies, so yea.

again, Happy New Year people.

hope it's an awesome year to you, and to me!

nowplaying : I Won't Give Up - Jason Mraz

Shoes are Love

2011-12-12T18:06:00.006+08:00

infinity love for shoes! i want more shoes, more more MORE.

spotted two pairs of nike shoes in the store that day, and they are for male!

size 8 is the smallest, like what!?

why nice stuff are for man! :(

anyway, saw this pair of Vans (pic below), and fall in love with it.

feel like buying. Hehehh!

and i told my friend i wanna buy more shoes.

and he said " you centipede? "

HAHAHA! so funny!

Day 2

2011-11-30T20:42:00.006+08:00

I just couldn't do memorizing work. sucks big time.

if i got to choose. . .

Measurement, Construction Tech, Building Services, Structure

Measurement, Measurement, Measurement, Measurement

i rather choose Measurement 4 days in a row
or maybe Structure without theory part.
not like im pro in these two,
but... its like... need no studying work except that you gotta understand them.

though there's some memorizing work to do bout that too,

but at least i remembered them already. gosh.

that results in me doubting about my choice again.

anyway, less than 50 hours to go. wheeee

Stay

2011-11-26T20:38:00.004+08:00

listening to this song, makes me :(
so gonna reread the book after finals.
& buy more books, me love.

i am here to stay.

shall get back to books, unproductive days.
i just couldn't stand reading the notes like that.
5 minutes on the notes, more than 20 minutes on youtube.
& the speed here is pretty fast, you seeee.
therefore more than 20 minutes on youtube, Hehh.

So Near

2011-11-26T08:08:00.002+08:00

Finals next week, and i tried to burn midnight oil, but i failed each time.

the eyes won't listen to me.

*LOUD SIGH

don't know what i did for the past months in class,

its like... i learn nothing, its like... i dont know

maybe i didn't concentrate, space out most of the time? Ahh.

and my memory storage is like so... tiny.

i need harddisk!

this is srsly killing. :(

anyway, nothing much to say.

just wanted to post these pictures, heheh.

cool aint it?

& this super cote porcupine~

its so fluffy im gonna die, but its not mine.

Dear Diary,

2011-11-20T21:09:00.003+08:00

it's a i don't-feel-like-talking day.
and it always happen without reasons.
sometimes, i'm just tired of talking.
i'm such a mess.

why this kid here so emo Lol.
trying to change change change.

& it's a non-productive day again,
till then, bai.

Is This Greedy?

2011-11-19T22:41:00.007+08:00

Is it a suitable word for it? You tell me.

saw a maths solution in facebook and that reminds me of last year, and again reminds me of my ambition since form 1, form 2, form 3? I'm not sure. anyway, that's not important. and the ambition which is to become an actuary, pretty ambitious huh?

and if you ask, did i regret with my current course? i would say, No. I'm not regret at all, but come to think of it, sometimes the thoughts of
" why didn't i go for something i wanted since the very beginning. " will appear in my head.
and i would be asking myself " will i regret in the later years? "
and, well i'm not able to tell. i'm a very ambivalent person.

well, from actuarial science to quantity surveying? i did not foresee that.
i give up my dream cause of last year, stress i can say.

the moment when you feel like crying when solving questions.
the moment when you know the way of solving, but...when you're in the exam hall, your mind just went blank, so blank, that you can only stare at the paper.

and later, i told myself actuarial science is just so not my thing.
back then, i prefer a stress-less life, a carefree life for the future, which is now.
i guess i was the only one feeling stressful back there other than the four classmates.
i'd allowed the fear to conquer my so-called dream for so long. . .
that i feel so dull right now, that i want something challenging.

i don't even know what i want now.
urmmm, nope, the thing is...i want everything.
i'm so greedy that i want everything.
i would like to study everything, just for interest, but right now, interest is not for me. how can you talk bout interest when you don't have the ability to pay your own tuition fees.
i know and i understand that point.

and i told my mom about it, and well, i feel damn guilty when no one lectures/scolds me.
i feel like....i'm a shitty person who doesn't think properly before act
i feel so immature for slightly changed my mind,
i feel like... i'm a spoiled kid
and i wonder how my parents bear with me.

if you ask am i switching or not?

the possibility of switching is utterly low.

all these are just

the thoughts that are playing in my head,

and i need to let them out!

Shoo.

So Beautiful

2011-11-17T21:55:00.001+08:00

I have lost my illusions

I have drowned in your words

I have left my confusion to a cynical world

I am throwing myself at things I don't understand

Sometimes, Crying is the Best Remedy

2011-11-14T22:53:00.004+08:00

It is.

having a lot of thoughts playing in my head moments ago,
& suddenly, words themselves aren't able to tell how i feel.

Now playing : So Beautiful by Darren Hayes

The Stupidity

2011-11-11T02:15:00.006+08:00

shoulder ache like hell. at least now i know i can't go for backpacking! never try backpacking, but i would love to, anticipating the day ( which i don't know when ) .

anyway, what leads to the ache?
it's due to my stupidity, i brought laptop to class, to library then thought of restocking the fridge, the food storage in my room, so yea. and i was super lazy to wait for another bus and walk back to commercial block ( which is where the hostel located at ) and it's not far actually.

therefore, i went to walk around with my laptop bag, books, full water bottle ( don't know why i didn't empty the bottle, MUST be lazy ) . it's effing heavy! CAN DAI. i wonder did the large force makes me shorter :( okay, lame. just so in the mood to blog, in the middle of the night.

told myself to complete two assignments today, but did nothing.
cause whenever i don't know how to continue the assignment, i will do other stuff instead, as in escaping. this shall not happen again!
YOU ROCK SHINGYING. -.-

and yup, i know i haven't been updating in a while. so here is the update at 2 30am! D;
and the friend reminded me of having a healthy lifestyle, so good night people.
i mean good morning.

now playing : Iris - Goo Goo Dolls

and i don't want the world to see me,
cause i don't think they would understand.

WOW

2011-11-04T11:11:00.001+08:00

one word- WOW.

From Facebook

The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington engineering mid-term.

The answer was so "profound" that the Professor shared it with colleagues, and the sharing obviously hasn't ceased...

Bonus Question:
Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or Endothermic (absorbs heat)?

Most of the students wrote
Proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law, (gas cools off when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant.

One student, however, wrote the following:

"First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time.
So we need to know the rate that souls are moving into Hell and the rate they are leaving.
I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave.
Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell,
let us look at the different religions that exist in the world today.
Some of these religions state that if you are not a member of their religion, you will go to Hell.
Since there are more than one of these religions and since people do not belong to more than one religion,
we can project that all souls go to Hell.
With birth and death rates as they are, we can expect the number of souls in Hell to increase exponentially.

Now, we look at the rate of change of the volume in Hell because Boyle's Law states that in order for the temperature and pressure in Hell to stay the same, the volume of Hell has to expand as souls are added.
This gives two possibilities:
1. If Hell is expanding at a slower rate than the rate at which souls enter Hell, then the temperature and pressure in Hell will increase until all Hell breaks loose.
2. Of course, if Hell is expanding at a rate faster than the increase of souls in Hell, then the temperature and pressure will drop until Hell freezes over.

So which is it?
I am sure that Hell is exothermic and will not freeze."

This student received the only A..

What A Day

2011-10-14T00:26:00.003+08:00

a surprise and another in two hours. a good and a bad one, neutralization meh now. :(

and i just feel like crying, but there's no tears. Numb? i don't know. indescribable feeling. this sucks.

now playing : Can't Let You Go Even If I Die - 2AM

Me Like !

2011-10-02T21:13:00.008+08:00

2 persons, 4 drinks + a jug of coke.

LOLLOL.

oh & we managed to finish them!
:P

biggest fear : becomes fat & people couldn't recognize me
or goes... " what happened to you? "

Yummy

2011-09-30T19:00:00.004+08:00

craves for cakes,
having a sweet tooth recently,
& nom nom-ing them make me so kai xin. :D

strawberry cheesecake @ Backofen

chocolate indulgence @ Secret Recipe

mango cheesecake @ Backofen

by just looking at the pictures make me crave for them again.
thumb up for the cakes above,
and thumb down for Delicious' cakes.

i don't know is it just me,
but im not fond of Delicious' cakes.
Delicious' cakes are just good outside, but not inside - to me.

OH NO
craving now
but i'm so broke
yea, yea
couldn't afford even a piece of cake
sad case
feel so guilty for keep withdrawing $$

Random

2011-09-17T15:37:00.006+08:00

retarded faces.

am currently slacking.
runningman + matcha latte.
hmm shall nap now.
HAHAHAHAA.

yes, im feeling guilty already.

*
today is a non productive day. :(
all thanks to caffeine,
resulting in headache, weird.

self reminder : no more coffee!

Pumped Up Kicks

2011-09-16T23:56:00.003+08:00

♥

something different, something new.

love the beats, love the rhythm.

& love listening it with urbanears plattan. superb!

HAHAHA!

2011-09-11T00:16:00.000+08:00

LOLLMAOEPICFUNNY.

anyway, he's damn sporting wey.
he's awesome!

Irreplaceable

2011-09-09T21:11:00.004+08:00

im having dysania, especially when i wake up for classes.

so anyway, i wanted to study, then i noticed i have two sets of notes stapled together,
and i thought of my red stapler. :(

mom got it for me.

don't know when i lost it, but when i came back for sem 2, i just couldnt locate it!

its a cheap stapler, but its memorable, sad. :(

been using it since primary standard 1, since i'm 7 years old, and now i'm 19. so long right.

that i don't even feel like buying new stapler to replace it.
i know it's stupid to be down over that, pabo!

just couldn't help it.

have you ever feel so down over a tiny, a cheap stuff? that you can find them everywhere.

it's not the value, it's the time that matters.

For The First Time

2011-09-06T14:00:00.005+08:00

i'm looking for this! :(
captured it very long back then, don't remember the brand.

okay anyway, last week was raya week.
Happy Raya.
back hometown, and work for the first time!
dad keep saying i "玩人"
as in like..i didnt show up at work after i got the jobs.
but this time, no more!
so proud of myself. :P
working for a week somemore.
get to know some new people :)
frankly, i had good times, especially during the last day of work.
though i was half dead, almost full day working hour everyday.
like.. from 10am to 10pm.
CAN DAI.
its kinda boring sometimes.
but anyway, its still a good experience.
my feet hurts. :(

admire people who actually earn for a living themselves without depending on their parents.
i feeel super guilty sometimes for having no income but a lot of expenses. :(
"no income but a lot of expenses" -wanyifong.
i couldnt find the right words until she told me that. Hahh.
self reminder :: spend lessss spend less!

and will i be back to part time job again ?
HAH! we'll see.

The Time of My Life

2011-08-21T18:20:00.004+08:00

skipped a class on thursday, very bad.
might be skipping more after that, extremely bad!

anyway, just got back from hometown and facing these four walls again, having alone time and well im actually enjoying it! HAH. nom nom nom-ing black forest cornetto! i don't know why im so happy now, maybe it's due to the endorphins, the black forest triggers the feel-good chemicals! :D
people, go get yourself cornetto!

alone time is not that bad afterall.

its kinda boring with just words right,

so uploaded some webcam pictures of.. meself. :P
outdated webcam pictures, during last semester.
meself reminds me of Educating Rita, lol.
ESL in HSC, its kinda fun actually,
trying to remember all the quotes for exam. hmm.

the pencil candy from coursemates. Hehehehhe

serious eyebag & dark circles problem. D;

& during one of the sleepless night, was doing portfolio if not mistaken.

Golden Hour

2011-08-13T21:23:00.003+08:00

An hour, one hour, can change everything forever. An hour can save your life. An hour can change your life. Sometimes an hour is a gift we give ourselves. For some, an hour can mean almost nothing. For others, an hour makes all the difference in the world. But in the end, it's still just an hour. One of many. Many more to come. Sixty minutes. Thirty-six hundred seconds. That's it. Then it starts all over again. And who knows what the next hour might hold.

- Grey's Anatomy S07E15

Forget

2011-08-12T08:20:00.002+08:00

(:

2011-08-06T22:33:00.004+08:00

知足常乐
知足常乐
知足常乐
知足常乐
知足常乐

Friday, Friday.

2011-08-05T11:48:00.003+08:00

It's Friday, Friday!
i don't have any class on Friday, yayyy. \m/

Hello people. how are you doing?
neglected the blog, hahahha, so here i am again.
i'm kinda sleeeepy but couldn't fall asleep ._.
kinda rot these days, and spent so much in a week.
at least RM10 a day just for entertainment. kill me.

monday - I Love Wing Chun; lamest movie ever! had long breaks and so watched this just to kill time. i nap in the cinema btw. haha!
tuesday - Wu Xia; hmm kinda not bad, lightning strike is like wth. die, just like that?
wednesday - amp square
thursday - rise of the planet of the apes; cute apes. :D the friends bought my ticket without asking me! D;

and today? hmmm. must be determine not to spend for any entertainment LOL.

now playing : You Found Me by The Fray

*

Friday - Harry Potter 3D

LOL

2011-07-25T23:40:00.002+08:00

HAHHAHA! LOL!

some random facts.

im impatient.

i behsyok " -.- , =.= , zzzz " as replies.

Run

2011-07-23T09:49:00.005+08:00

Slower slower

We don't have time for that

All I want is to find an easier way

To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear

We're bound to be afraid

Even if it's just for a few days

Making up for all this mess

What is this?

2011-07-20T10:38:00.006+08:00

so, i came across an article which talks about painting.

" say you were going to buy a USD200,000 painting" Andy Warhol once said, " I think you should take that money, tie it up, and hang it on the wall. Then when someone visited you, the first thing they would see is the money on the wall."

- Alastair Sooke

HAHAHAAA. got point k!
the paintings are nice,

yea, couldn't think of any other words other than NICE..

but ....
how can a painting costs like over 50million & over?!
what makes it so special, so valuable?
and why would someone spend so much over a painting?
i don't geddit man!
like why!?

okay, it's art. it's abstract. it's special. and im not an art student, and im not a fans of painting, so i know nothing bout it. forgive me. i don't understand and i can't appreciate it.

well, to me, i think that the huge sum of money will be in better use for needy
instead of a painting, which hangs on the wall, what's the point?
there are people who starves to death, people who are not capable of paying huge amount of medical fees and leads to death. and there are people who spend that much for something which decorates the wall.

What is this?

I really don't get it.

Just my two cents.

now playing : The Summer by ATB

Yo!

2011-07-19T10:26:00.003+08:00

got my result, i'm satisfied. :)

getting result means it's near to the start of another semester.

going back to subang next week, sho fast! :(

im so gonna miss my bed.

okay lah, pig lah, i know. hahahhaaa.

nothing comes to my mind now,

so, till then. b.

sometimes, things are better left unsaid.

now playing - All At Once by The Fray

S06E22

2011-07-11T22:23:00.000+08:00

The human life is made up of choices. Yes or no. In or out. Up or down. And then there are the choices that matter. Love or hate. To be a hero or to be a coward. To fight or to give in. To live. Or die. Live or die. That's the important choice. And it's not always in our hands.

- Grey's Anatomy

Random

2011-07-09T15:16:00.002+08:00

LOL!
angry bird fever -_-

all of a sudden, i miss last year Maths classes.

Sorry

2011-07-08T23:45:00.004+08:00

i'm blessed by having you guys around, very. :') anyway, so sorry for whatsoever stuff i said or did that hurts/offended any of you, these days.sorry for not replying texts, not answering calls, and blablablabla, whatever you can think of.

once again, Sorry.

im freaking lost.

1 week gone

2011-07-04T10:58:00.003+08:00

1 week gone, just like that. 3 weeks later, im going back again. :(
did nothing practically during last week.
sick, you see.
kinda like....sleep most of the time.
and then when im almost well, i couldn't resist the tempting durian.
so here we I go again.

Before im back here, i was planning to...
WORK! feels super guilty for spending so much.
then i was super lazy again when i got the numbers. Haha.
BAKE! havent, so far. maybe this week maybe next week.
learn The Truth That You Leave, hmmmm, soon.
im a super lazy worm. -.-

i always adore people who can play piano by just listening.

Be Happy

2011-06-30T21:17:00.002+08:00

just go with the flow.

:)

:)

2011-06-26T15:10:00.002+08:00

一个人的时候在陌生的街头
抬头看着繁星夜垂的天空
I know I know 地球另一端有你陪我

你是我的OK繃 - 浪花兄弟 & 周杰倫

Finals are Over!

2011-06-23T23:02:00.002+08:00

hello people. Here again.
finals are over! Sem 1 ended, just like that.
*cross fingers* hopefully, no one needs to resit/retake
don't wana talk/think about finals.

the past weeks were awesome.
although did not have enough sleep, busy with assignments and books,
but the weeks were awesome!
crazy weeks, sleep after 4am almost everyday
and wake up around 10am everyday, this is crazy.
this is the end of craziness! hahahaa.
miss the night study, mamak, mama's house! :D
actually, not much studying going on, more to crapping session.
hahahahahahhaa. see you guys after a month.

and now when i have the time (finally!) to sleep.....
all i do is sitting here, typing, chatting, thinking...
im so so so lazy to move.
so so so so lazy, to even cut off the price tags.

finals are over! Happy?
i don't feel happy at all, i wonder why.
this is super weird can!

i thought its the moment that im anticipating..
but no...
crappy person kills my mood.

anyway, im so gonna trim my fringe tmrw. wahahahhaa
have the urge to trim it since very long back then,
but i just don't have the time.
and now... *KA CHAK*
yes, by myself. :D

Okay, goodnight people.
i kinda crap a lot today.

you're the reason why.

Ding Dong

2011-06-11T23:06:00.004+08:00

am back yo. babo complained that i never update my blog.

so here i am, updating for your sake. :P

lack of sleep nowadays, and told myself to sleep at 10pm tonight!

But still, here i am again.

anyway, finally, done with assignments, all shits.

and now..time for boooooooooooks

a week study break, finals then hello penang for a month! :D

during one of the sleepless nights.

aiyorrr. i dont know what to crap about.

babo! our movie date and rotiboy hahahaha.

see, dedicated a post for you.

good luck in your finals! :D

ps :: Broccoli and instant noodle are so farrney! hahahahaaa.

You & I

2011-06-06T21:47:00.000+08:00

current addiction .

i'm such a babo.

good morning?

2011-06-02T04:40:00.003+08:00

here again, here again. good morning? hahahaa.
sleep? don't sleep?
finally, done reinforcements for ground beams.
21 pages just for the goddamn reinforcements!
just done.
determined enough to done it today, for the first time.
keep up the determination yo!
okay, and still, so much to do.
:(

now playing : I Knew I Love You - Savage Garden

Wheeeee

2011-05-31T17:26:00.003+08:00

tests are over! :D

okay, not that happy actually, cause there's still many assignments.

anyway, good that i can stop reading for a week.

didn't really do well in Law, bad memory. geez. :(

but kinda had fun in the group test. :D

was so sleepy when answering law ._.

DIE LIAO LOR THIS TIME AGAIN.

and i broke my file!

its with me for few years,

and i broke it with my bag. oh yayyy .____.

mourning for my file
that i carried almost anywhere. :(

okay, nap? and then assignment.

nice song btw. listen! :)

You're Still The One

2011-05-30T17:39:00.001+08:00

yes, still. :)

"Much Appreciated"

2011-05-27T17:52:00.002+08:00

Thanks for killing me softly.

-.-

couldn't focus studying. omg.

im so dead. T_____T

Plattan

2011-05-25T21:20:00.002+08:00

im here again,
couldn't focus, lalalalalala~

so nice right.

who's going US? help me buy! :(

it's much much much cheaper buying there.

Coursemate for 3 Months

2011-05-24T17:27:00.005+08:00

the second friend i know in QS.

the one who fooled me during April fool,

i will remember that. i was so sad okay! :(

anyway, all the best in your future undertakings.

@ Lumut for Site Surveying field trip.

first day of shuttle service from Taylor to Sunway Pyramid.

just five of us in the bus.

Big Momma together, first baseball session.

had Ohana Big Breakfast yesterday with kelly and coursemates.

didn't take pictures with you kelly. :(

thanks poise for helping me with the bacon. hahaha.

thanks for the keropok!

take good care of yourself.
and be guai okay. :P
miss you!

Perception

2011-05-22T12:32:00.008+08:00

come across this. http://www.jeffbridges.com/perception.html

do we slow down and look around?

do we stop to appreciate it?

sometimes, we need to slow down our pace,

to have a better view of the sorrounding,

of the people around,

of everything and whatsoever.

cause you might not know what you're about to miss.

once it gone, it's gone.

now playing :: The Truth That You Leave - Pianoboy

The End Soon

2011-05-20T21:17:00.004+08:00

Sem 1 is ending very soon.
tests, due dates, finals.... blah blah blah, why everything comes together?!
23rd May - Site Surveying Test
30th May - Building Materials Test
31st May - Law Test
what else what else.....
Construction Tech presentation, Site Survey report, Construction Tech assignment, Building Materials assignment, Law assignment ( maybe? ), Measurement assignment
and... Portfolio for every subjects, and there are FIVE SUBJECTS!
seriously, kill me.
so much to do, i don't know where to start.

waiting for the reply from the factories :(
called, mailed few times.
were told that we needed to mail them to get permission all those shits.
why can't you reply me faster! i wanna settle all these shits asap. :(
When can these shits end? go dai.

and Measurement, im super "lucky" to do work below lowest floor level, most work. shits. sorry for spamming " shits ". boohoo, i have no where to whine except here. :(

shall do some study now. focus. good night people.

now playing :: We Cry by The Script

I'm Coming Home

2011-05-12T16:35:00.002+08:00

Hello hello from Aeroline! haha.

waiting for Aeroline at the centre.
raining heavily ._.

im going home. :D :D

special thanks to the coursemate who dropped me here.

had Measurement Tutorial and Lecture from 8am-1pm.

and got told that for a simple staircase,
there will be like 14 formworks or more!

gonna calculate like hell man.

so so, thought of the day :: why not just live in the tent la people.

make things so much simpler, so much easier.

random, i know i know. sorry. Lol.

now playing :: Danza Kuduro - Don Omar

Shit Happens

2011-05-11T21:50:00.002+08:00

speak out? to make things awkward.
or keep apologizing for the sudden change?

just stop all the shits.

I don't know. I feel lost.

seeking refuge. and so, i'm going home!

:D yes, Home!
i miss home. :D

Room 26

2011-05-06T14:20:00.006+08:00

20th April

during the one week break.

redbox marathon. from 2pm to 8pm!

room 26 again.

i'll just let the pictures do the talking,
damn tired now.
going Lumut tmrw, it's compulsory.
feeling so lazy D;

cool wallpaper huh. it's my phone wallpaper since february.

with jojo, zheng and chingmin

very cute casing. :D

i like the tile table...
very random i know. lol.

Tuesday Morning

2011-05-03T10:45:00.004+08:00

Hello people. having the sudden urge to blog, so here i am again. ;)

did nothing practically during the past three days, chillax, slacking...and all that you can think of. i'm not sure what i'm busying with, but i just don't have the time for books and assignments. but wait, i'm studying few minutes back and taking a break from the first page of Contract Law, oh right. at least i'm doing something (self-comforting).

anyway, have you ever feel so pissed over unanswered questions? i even texted, msn, fb her, and all i got is silence. since i'm doing two parts, and one of my part and yours are relating, and i'm suggesting why not you do both as i don't have the time for that yet. i might be doing it very last minute (after measurement test). and then when i pass you the info, you might not have enough time for it, so i'm suggesting why not you do both. if you don't want to do, you can just tell me, and not ignoring my questions. damn. she might be thinking i'm doing too little, but wait..i'm the one who compiles everything, correcting shits and organized the stuff all the time. i wonder is it my problem or is it hers? :( and you might be reading this right, good.

enough breaks, back to notes.

Have a nice day people.

Yo

2011-04-30T21:21:00.005+08:00

Hola people! i have so little time and so much to do, yet im still here. rain almost everyday, and sometimes the thunder just wouldn't stop. geez. days are great here, tiring. i'm gonna stop fooling around and study! i said the same thing all the time hmmm, lol. had around 9 hours of sleep for two days ._. crazy i know. burn midnight oil? no.. hahahaaaa, this is so bad. =P

couldn't really sleep on thursday night, and had only 3 hours of sleep then went for class on friday. was so excited cause of Fast & Furious 5! hehehehe. chillax. keep playing. hahahaha. fun times. block stacking reminds me of someone. Fast Five at 11 55pm, but they played the advertisement around 12 15am, like wth. and during a part, there were some black spots on the screen. it's not the first time though, last time when i were watching Big Momma with coursemates, the audio is still on and screen blackout for 10 minutes. somemore so expensive comparing to gsc! go dai.

in conclusion : TGV sucks! no choice, it's the nearest cinema. anyway, it's damn full, and people were cheering and clapping all the way, LOL! so funny. by the way, Fast Five is awesome. :D there's a sequel if not mistaken, can't wait. Heheh. anyone having the whole series? i want! i remember i left out one, don't remember which.

okay, i'm super sleepy now. lack of sleep, headache. gonna sleep. Nights.

Too Love

2011-04-28T23:47:00.001+08:00

perfect!

Friday Friday

2011-04-27T22:48:00.003+08:00

Friday is the day i love most. :D

anyway, this was a Friday with godbro back in end of January.

lol, i know im super late for this.

no nice pictures taken, not in the mood for that.

next time must go to the beach again!

Teluk Bahang.

out of focus - self.

on the way. i love the beach :D

a good way to remember the date of the outing. Lol

my fake rayban.

Lost

2011-04-24T17:54:00.006+08:00

back to the same place, facing the same four walls. the day starts off badly, a nightmare that wakes me up weeping. quiet environment which leads to reminiscence. homesick? yes, for just a day away. a week back to hometown was awesome, i've been packed for the past 7 days. even the books i brought home were left untouch. the busy life back there keeps me away from all these shits. and now, i'm feeling so lost, i can do nothing but trying to find my way out, which i failed, obviously. thanks someone for the advice and being silly all the way.

searching for the way out.

now playing :: Perfect Situation . Weezer

Big Bang!

2011-04-22T15:50:00.002+08:00

送不出的礼物

2011-04-20T16:48:00.003+08:00

im wondering what should i do with it.
.___.

for Z.

Wanyi's Departure

2011-04-17T15:56:00.006+08:00

babo! i miss you. hahahahhaa.
okay so, im back in penang!
for a week, only. :(

8th February

went Queensbay for a movie and rushed to airport.

jammed like shit.

i like the picture above. ;)

bought this thing for wanyi! :D

domo domo.

from wuanxin and i.

oiiiii. mana you. im so boring right now. :(

and i thought of you, and decided to blog bout your departure. Hahahah

like like!

went SOHO later. and then BED.

emo songs playing in Bed, helped friend with her drinks,

and i was kinda emo later. shitz.

and a bit now. D:

anyway, i miss HSC. :)

Fireworks

2011-03-26T10:09:00.006+08:00

this was like two months back then.

fireworks remind me of ...
it's killing me softly.

memory that i wish to erase, but it stays vividly.

my memory is not that poor afterall. D;

glowing sticks!

it's now at home on top of my piano.

i miss piano. :(

now playing : 沒有如果梁靜茹

Pizza Day

2011-03-21T20:00:00.003+08:00

it was a Friday, forgotten which.

pizza! had so much pizza in a month.

thrice a month.

i love plaid/checkered. :D

curious of anything?
ask here.
http://www.formspring.me/gingerbreado

The "Zoo"

2011-03-18T12:40:00.004+08:00

class canceled today cause the lecturer and the seniors are going to penang for conference. penang! >.<

free? nah, assignments..

procrastinate no more!

bye!

bunny ears, hiakhiakhiak.
im so slow in doing my assignment :(

dumb insect fly into my room and couldnt find the way out ._.

MLTR!

2011-03-16T20:59:00.005+08:00

MLTR World Tour! who wanna go? :(
i wanna go, but no one is going with me? any fans?
hahahahaaha.
love their songs. <3
recommended : hit by a feeling
and more and more. :D

just a random post.
had ninja joe as lunch, bumped into jialing at sunway pyramid, wowwww. :)
kena shoot by lecturer :( im super innocent.
i said "sorry?" and he got me wrong by "shen me?"
he said speaking chinese is rude, lol. wth. -.-
and keep shooting me.
i didnt talk and he said i keep talking in mandarin.
im so innocent! shit.
assignments piling up, just not in the mood for them now.

currently playing : MLTR
neutral mood.

I'm Here to Grumble..

2011-03-12T22:13:00.003+08:00

Hello, hello.

have been staring at the notes......for quite some time.

slacking, oh no..

was kinda blur with the course im currently enrolled in.

having 5 subjects in this sem, hopefully i can cope with them.

all my notes are so unorganized, geez.

especially for the subject, Measurement, boring lecture.

it should be fun! :(
new lecturer they said, that's why it's so errrrrr..
i don't understand a thing he lecture. gosh.
Construction Tech is the most interesting of all.

well, i kinda miss maths extension 2 class back in hsc. :(

Mr Leong! hahahaaha. he's a great lecturer.
the best seriously.

hahahahaha. i don't even know what shit i wrote.

gotta organize and tidy up my stuff.

focus oi!

Random

2011-03-10T13:25:00.002+08:00

know what's that?

so cute right, i have more. hohoho.

might post them up in the next post. :D

busy busy days right ahead. D:

Big Bang

2011-03-05T16:52:00.003+08:00

♥ !

Bow Chicka Wow Wow

2011-02-27T15:53:00.009+08:00

Hello peeps.

went Metropolitan Park @ Kepong the other day, Friday to be exact.

i don't have any pics with me though.

Bow Chicka Wow Wow is the group name. creative enough, lol.

played under the sun & sunburn at the end of the day ._.

sunburn on the face only, like wth ._.

made kite too, and my group won. woohooo.

nothing much to say, im so bored right now. grhh.

class starting tmrw. :D

current addiction :: Marry You by Bruno Mars

random pics.

the cards that i treasured most. :D

she lied to me that she was going out to help her sis with something.

and she came back showing me this.

thankyou zhengzheng.

The Room

2011-02-23T18:32:00.002+08:00

just a part of it, and a wardrobe, that's all. super small!

anyway, im at Mezzanine.

Day I & II

2011-02-22T18:04:00.001+08:00

scheduled

pictures from cy's cam.

Day I;

in my room. our reflection.

Day II;

@ common area. bean bag is love!
we played monopoly deal. it's fun, hehehehhee.

Hola from Subang

2011-02-20T15:09:00.007+08:00

Hello from Subang! *waves.

am currently at Taylor's Lakeside residence.

it's my day II over here.

talk about day I,

on the way.

checked in and moved all the luggages.

heavy die me.

bought the rack, and set it up with the help of cy.

she done most of it actually. kamsahamnida!

anyway, lucky me to have this room, facing lake hohoho!

nice housemates too. :)

the view from my room.

ugly pictures, didn't bring camera over, it's too bulky.

had subway as dinner for the first night,

i wonder what about the consecutive days. Lol.

by the way,

i can't wait to get my timetable and fly back, hahahaha.

pictures of the room? next post perhaps.

till then. bye!

have a nice day. :D

:)

2011-02-16T17:12:00.003+08:00

Thankyou zhengzheng, so much. ♥

i hardly cry and feel surprise,

but you managed to surprised me and make me cried.

will be updated soon.

wanyi! updated! :D

take care ♥

Reminiscence of Chinese New Year

2011-02-15T16:19:00.000+08:00

Happy Bunny Year people! :D

how was your Chinese New Year going? Chinese New Year is all about cookies, red packets, gambling and of course family gathering as everyone is living far, far away from each other. Mine was hmmmm, normal, nothing much. A little bit boring than usual, everyone is so busy and caught up with their lives and Chinese New Year is the off days from all the heavy and hectic workloads. Therefore most of the cousins didn’t come over to the hometown, how sad. Frankly, I miss my grandparents, a lot, a lot. Cherish them and talk to them when they are around okay? Even the asking of “have you eaten?” will put a smile on their faces. I miss the old times, especially the time when we had barbecue over at my place. It was seriously fun! Eat, drink, chat, crap, celebrate uncle’s birthday, play! Played “ghost”, on Chinese New Year? We made a lot of noises and keep running in the room, to avoid the “ghosts”, lol. That was like during primary 1-3. Even the elder cousins joined, if it was for me, at this age, confirm I’ll say “lame!” LOL. Cough at the end of the day, terribly. Had too much of laughters you see. This is the memory that always will put a smile on my face. There’s even lucky draws, cool aint it? But I didn’t win any, I just don’t have the luck. I remembered we watched tv until late night, I mean midnight, and woke up to have a look whether the cousins are up or not, if they aren’t I’ll continue sleeping, same to them, funny. woke up in the morning following the scent of milo, food and the laughter . And what comes within eyesight is a jug of milo, cakes, a lot of food. Food, im hungry now, hehehehe! And the parents will sit around the table eating, talking. And then, I will have stomachache almost every Chinese New Year cause of the milo! The tamjiak-ness in me, geez. ( fyi, I can’t have milo for breakfast. ) Then, the days are pretty much spending with cousins, playing PS, observing the elder cousins gambling, collecting red packets, counting money with the cousin. Fun days back there. Anyhow, I did gamble this year. I was observing at first and cousin persuaded and sponsored me his money yet I’m using mine. Geez, losing money. So little red packets and also losing money, heartache *Ouch*.

This post is kinda long already, essay writing ._. Anyway, I’m leaving soon, homesick for sure. :(

Till then, kthx.for.reading.bye.

Bubbles

2011-01-31T16:34:00.003+08:00

Bubbles is the name.

Before :

After :

i cut the bolster/candy off.

LOL.

much cuter aint it?

240111

2011-01-25T10:11:00.005+08:00

Redbox. Faster. MCD.

poor salad. & cherry tomatoes ._.

love this candid picture.

the very busy jojo loh, met her after so long. :)

first visit to MCD in 2011, Lol. not a fan of fast food.
the last visit was with hsc coursemate,
ketchup ketchup, the food war. lol.

Toodles.

gonna stuck with these stuff in the future.

tape measure, computer, hard hat, hammer?

LOL.

D;

2011-01-21T22:17:00.010+08:00

loud? yes, still loud.

never expect this. D;

there's a reason why it's up today.

anyway, full moon today!

it's so bright, so round, so big!

i can't see it from here though :(

btw, that's just a random sketch.

impatient halfway sketching ._.

now playing : Forget You by Glee Cast

Heritage Sites

2011-01-19T20:27:00.001+08:00

finally it's up. sorry for the lack of updates.
no editing, as usual, i am lazy. lol.
was kinda busy and sick ._.

12th January

Okay, anyway, spent the entire day with cy.
morning to afternoon, walking aimlessly under the sun, scorching hot!
then 1st Avenue, chilled at her place,
and night market.
that sums up the day, pretty exhausted.
pictures speak again. ;)

i adore the charming old buildings.
the colours blend so well.

yellowish.

went Amelie, like finally.
wanted to go there ever since i saw it in newspaper.
i love the design of the cafe.
anyway, we just had teas inside.
and sadly, no pictures were allowed inside. ;(

shadows.

messed up hair. Lol.

Just A Dream

2011-01-13T08:57:00.005+08:00

open my eyes, it was only just a dream.

a dream so real....

that will stay vividly in my mind. :)

书轩

2011-01-08T13:39:00.007+08:00

uploading some albums to fb, they take time. >:(

so i might as well update bout my day, didn't really update bout my days recently, all i did was crapping, blabbing here, hahahahahah. enough of that.

went MPH yesterday, searched for Criminology, interested in it, but it's out of stock.

bumped into many familiar faces from hsc last year.

everything i'm craving for and planned to purchase is out of stock. *loud sigh.

Spent the day at shuxuan later, shall let the pictures speak.

i love vintage cars. :D

fyi, Shuxuan is located at Beach Street.

hike in price of beverages @ Shuxuan.

from RM 3 to RM 5.

played sudoku, read magazine, had m&m ( which is a no-no ; food are not allowed you see )

& also played Tap Tap! guess which side im in; the Sorry or the Winner?

many out of focus pictures by the friend. lol.

got myself this to kill time.

i want Criminology boooooks. :(

Little House by Amanda Seyfried is the soundtrack of Dear John.

Terrified

2011-01-04T20:28:00.003+08:00

random much.
feel like rewatching Rapunzel!
the "floating lights". love it.

anyway, I registered and just paid! D;
excited and terrified, omg.
anyone feeling the same way?
worry that i might suck in it, nonononoooo. >.<
anyway, im so bored these days.
went to interviewed for the bakery, and ended up declined it.
cause imma lazy bum ._.
feel like going back to study,
days without books are like so... hmmm weird.
wishes for holidays when having classes, and wishes for classes when having holidays.
im so.... weird ._.

yes, this post is just blabbing around.
bored.
i don't wanna go to kl.
so much to bring.
and im not used to sleeping... alone ._.

2/1

2011-01-02T23:30:00.004+08:00

couldnt think of any title, so there goes, the date ._.

took kinda lots of pics today, and had the momentum to blog about it when i was taking those pictures, but not anymore right now. cause i'm overwhelmed with guilt, this is so bad. terrified. :X

gotta learn to deal with it. This is life. damn shitty.

anyway, have a nice day people! random, Lol.

1.1.11

2011-01-01T13:11:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year people! :)

Random

2010-12-29T17:44:00.005+08:00

O.O!

Bake again!
yes yes again, third time. and had a minor burn on my finger :(
so noob.

off to taste it. heheheh.
bye.

cute right! too bad, it's not mine.
i brought it out the other day, just a ride. :(

christmas-ish watermelon.
korean foood is yummmm yummmy!

Hope

2010-12-25T17:27:00.009+08:00

Merry Christmas people!

Have been quite emotive recently. Stress free days lead to tonnes of thinking. about all these that happened, and i realized each of the event is more or less the same. I just figured it out lately that it all happened due to the exam stress; which is i always deny that i'm in stress, and the stressful and hectic life leads to all the shits. ironically, so much in common. All the flashback reminds me that i'm blessed with their presence. It's just me who doesn't appreciate the chances to fix them. I hope i'll have a chance again to fix my fault, but no. Well, anyway, I hope it won't repeat in the future, and this is kind of like a reminder to myself. I supposed it's a lesson to me before marching into 18? i'm going to be no longer underage, and all these childish and immature actions and attitude should be terminated. i'm sorry for my immature actions and attitude.

feel so much better after expressing here though. (:
& had a nice talk with yentheng the other day,
she always bring comfort to me. Thank you.
btw, that's a snow globe from bro.

Randomness II

2010-12-21T20:46:00.011+08:00

I'm smelling like paint! :D

just done painting furniture. hahahahhahah!

christmas mood. obsessed with Rudolph the red nosed reindeer. Heheheheh!

guess i'll just be staying at home during christmas. hate the traffic.

update soon. stay tuned.

i'm still thinking bout the University stuffs. *shakes head.

i think i'm the only one who haven't apply for any U, Lol.

going INTI tmrw. and pan meee! i miss pan mee. :)
gonna rot at Borders at night, alone.

cy, if you're reading this, i'm so sorry, not sure yet. enjoy your trip!

I don't have the courage
to 'disturb'
like how i used to be.

Future

2010-12-20T21:20:00.005+08:00

I see nothing.

Architecture?

Too long duration. Too Risky.

Psychology?

Little job prospects.

I don't even know what i want.
Seriously in deep shit, what's there for me?

I'm lost.

HSC

2010-12-17T12:17:00.005+08:00

so, got my results and also ATAR. satisfied, and also "am teh" at the same time. cause very near to fees waiver, so near yet so far. bless me for getting the waiver. Lol. was kinda shocked with my result, cause i seriously don't know how to answer the papers, lucky me. best christmas present ever from santa. Hahah! i guess sir will not be disappointed this time? :) and also Miss Leela who once said "Ong Shing Ying! you got Merit Scholarship?!" and she sorta said something like how come i will get the scholar. cause i suck in Chemistry, she's the tutor of Chemistry and also head programme. and also shocked cause im taking mathematics extension 2.

she : "Ong Shing Ying, you're taking Extension 2?"

me : *nod* yess.

she : WOW ! O.O *big eyes*

that was funny, and humiliating :(

Lol. see how suck i am, how noob i am to them. anyway, satisfied. :)

i love my examination mark for extension 1. :D

okay, need to settle Uni stuffs, till then.

I feel that I "can't talk to the people around anymore."

im an "out-caste"

chill. *inhales exhales*

My New Toy

2010-12-16T23:30:00.006+08:00

meet my new toy, minnie.

not so new actually, a month +

& these pics were like a month + as well.

can be considered as the only plush toy from daddy. Lol

i love big and fluffy toys! :D

Hola

2010-12-10T23:48:00.005+08:00

Hola people!
happy, after so long? cause of "Like A G6", random much. Lol
will update tumblr more often. click, click this
still not working yet, maybe next week, or maybe not.
btw, Fringe is a must watch. freaking awesome.
:)

till then, kthxforeading,bye.

Path To Be Taken?

2010-12-07T21:05:00.002+08:00

Randomness

2010-12-06T17:10:00.004+08:00

Words left unsaid and lay buried. :)

btw, Straits Quay is nice! real nice.

grey vans is love!
current addiction : Little House by Amanda Seyfried

Dachshund

2010-12-05T00:35:00.006+08:00

♥

♥

♥

dachshund is a symbol of Germany.
& this is Waldi, the mascot of Olympic 1972.

have a thing for dachshund, they are super cute!
i've always call them hot dogs,
cause they have long bodies and short-legged. :D
hot dogs-alike.

just a random post about them, cause i miss it,
used to play with the friend's.
i want a pet 'hot dog'! :P

:)

2010-11-30T16:30:00.000+08:00

Life is the art of drawing
without an eraser.

习惯

2010-11-29T20:50:00.002+08:00

"爱一个人，很多时候实际上是习惯了这个人"

如果不能永远都对她那么好，

那请你一开始时就别对她好。

Yum?

2010-11-28T18:22:00.000+08:00

Guess what ……

scroll down…

I Baked for the very first time ! :D

so chocolatey

hmm, more like shitty. Lol

hiakhiakhiak!

opps. crooked face. :(

yum? bro said yummy. Heheheheheh. but mom said not sweet enough. hmm?

anyway, I love baking :D